I swear to god...

I am gonna punch someone.

Schmoo is still as fine as can be expected, but now just in case I wasn't "petted out" bloody DB seems to have pulled her sodding back again and has been in a lot of pain all day.

She must have done something to pull it over night as was reluctant to go into the garden this morning without an escort, she's walking like someone's stuck a stick up her arse and when she's had enough of walking just sits down and stays put for an hour or two.

We did finally manage to get her to go out for a crap this morning, then we went out for an hour to allow her to settle down and rest. That did her some good as she was much chirpier when we got back home but she is still uncomfortable. 

The worst problem? For a dog she is a proper worrier, it gets really silly sometimes with her winding herself up into a panting frenzy.

So we are going to keep plying her with the anti-inflammatory tablets which do help her settle and sleep, give her overnight tonight and see how she is in the morning.

I swear if Tigger now gets anything wrong with her I will scream!

Ahhh fuck it

Bad news, I am temporarily back on the fags.

The reason I say temporarily is just a minor setback in the life of pants and thats poor little schmoo or Nipper as her name is and for that reason I am just really fucked off.

We got the lab results back from her lump and it seems it's quite a nasty invasive one of which we could send her to have it operated on they say there is normally only a good change of recovery if they take a good 2 - 3 cm of tissue from around the lump and seeing as this lump is currently located in her jaw, that would be pretty much her entire head so no, that just isn't going to happen. They are saying how invasive it has been already we will be lucky if she survives around a month.

On the plus side she went in this morning to have her stitches out and has since managed to open up the wound again so back she went again this afternoon to the vets who decided it wasn't worth trying to stitch it back up again as that would just seal in whatever gunk is still trying to weep out and we should just keep it clean. Not that it's bothering her - we always said she was quite stupid that one and that's seeming to be a good point at the moment as she's still as happy as Larry and toddling around as if she has not a care in the world bless her.

Obviously we are both quite gutted but will certainly appreciate the last few weeks that we have the little dafty loon with us still.

 I hate this part of owning pets. Breaks your heart when they do decide that's it.

Poor little schmoo.

I swear to god am gonna kill someone.

Today I can only describe my mood as angry... bloody angry.

Not only have we now had it confirmed that schmoo nippy noo has a cancerous lump of which the operation which could remove it, is very unlikely to to actually cure anything which has left us with a cat who all in all is currently not bothered by it as we are going to let her be now until the point when she is no longer comfortable then go with the option we are dreading.

Bless her cottons lets hope she hangs in there for a while yet.

And now just in case that wasn't annoying enough, what is with people buying stuff on ebay, breaking it then wanting a refund? Thats two we have now fucking had in the last week and I am sick to the back teeth of it.

all I will say is

wankers!