Bollocksed to the ninth degree

Current mood: exhausted

It must be said I have been absolutely bloody knackered today. I thought it might have been due to the weekend's antics but now, thinking about it, it could well be the arse end of the cold kicking ones proverbial.

The major part of the snots subsided by Thursday but I have still had this really ugly sounding rasping cough which, must be said isn't helped by the umpteen roll ups consumed of a daytime normally. Also, as hard as I try to hack the bugger up, it aint shifting and will be annoying me for some time yet.

Other than that today has been a complete and utter cunt if I'm honest. It's been hectic and lacking in anything structured and chances are most of it was caused by myself being slightly "floaty light" if I'm honest. Serves me right really for being a tired shite.

So tonight's efforts are to have a soak in the bath, relax and watch "the long way down" which I taped last night. Pucka!

Currently listening: Heater Pt. 1 By Samim Release date: 30 October, 2007

Well that’ll teach me…

Current mood: high
Category: Parties and Nightlife

It must be said I am slightly suffering today and Hoofuckingrah it's all totally self inflicted J

The week it must be said hasn't really gone well. It certainly had every emotion going in it and the good ones certainly made up for the shite frightened ones. The bad bits seem to have calmed down but I'm not gonna get my hopes up here, it could all still go tits big stylie (and probably will)

But after going out both Friday night and last night I am certainly not quite all the ticket this morning even though I am grinning like a Cheshire cat still.

The only saviour has been a cup of tea for sure.

Keep it flowing.

Currently listening: Uninvited By Freemasons Featuring Bailey Tzuke Release date: 30 October, 2007

Can’t deny it….

Current mood: drunk
Category: Life

I'm absolutely shitfaced, so with that decided to blog. Good points of the last week were end of season operators' bash, of which we were (once again) banned from another pub. Good night had by all apart from the fighting. Personally I didn't end up as drunk as I expected, which was a surprise.

Then we have the finale with the ex picking up the last of his stuff causing squit. Glad that's all done and dusted. Maybe I can get one with being a complete tart again thank you very much.

Other than that people annoying me... nothing new and getting the hang of the job seeing as my boss has sodded off for three weeks holiday leaving me to it.

Hmmmmmmmmm

Currently listening: Oh My God By Mark Ronson Release date: 23 July, 2007

Day of rest (ish)…

Current mood: chipper
Category: Life

Bearing in mind yesterday was day of girly pain and a stonking red wine hangover; today's intention was to actually get lots of the things done which have (it must be said) flailing of late.

Don't get me wrong, I did get a load of stuff done, not like I've been sitting on my chuff all day doing nowt but have nowhere near progressed as much as I would have liked. For example; the grass REALLY needs cutting but then you all know just how much I love doing that.

I did however get the house to some reasonable state of tidiness which was no small feat in itself. At least that's now to a satisfactory degree of which I can "add to" during the evenings this week I suppose.

The best bit is now I can have a soak in the bath and relax before dragging ones arse back to work tomorrow. Can't be bad.

Currently watching: Top Gear

Some describe me as evil….

Current mood: optimistic
Category: Romance and Relationships

….and they are quite entitled to their opinion, even though I may think otherwise.

I have in the last 24 hours 'evicted' Sands central, due to traits of which I could see forming, that have haunted me in the past. Now as cruel as that may seem, my only crime here has been paying attention and knowing what I do and don't want out of life and sitting back and not saying I'm unhappy just isn't an option these days.

It's been a rough week, as all the signs have been appearing and I have had to make that hurtful step and just say bollocks, time to call it a day.

Ok, so he may have been hurt now but it would have been a shitload worse had it been a few months down the line after dragging it out with me just putting up with… well stuff I will not tolerate these days. Sorry Neil but you are one of a line of chaps who have just pretty much trained me to kick in the self defence mode and say enough is enough sooner rather than later.

Good news is I am actually feeling much more myself now and feel like I am on the mend again. Bad news is it means I am pretty much destined to spend my life never living with anyone else as to be quite honest, I really can't be arsed with it all.

So spinster arse has decided from now on "arse towers" is not for sharing so bugger off the lot of you – I don't wanna know.

Currently listening: Visions By Jakatta Release date: 04 November, 2002

Somewhat out of sorts…

Current mood: thoughtful

Dunno why but feeling a tadge lost in the whole scope of the world right now.

Maybe its one of these many reasons:

Tiredness/ hormones /general lack of ability to see anything right in my head / being a woman generally (sorry that should just read plain ole' illogical) / confusion / spooked / irrational / weird / achy / tetchy / arseholey / daft / miserable / bad dreams / back at work/ dunno really / odd / cold / dry skin… yes I can see this going on for a while so will probably stop there before you all start suggesting I call a therapist.

Hell yes that's why I'm me… for all of those things and probably more I can't think of right now… answers on a postcard please:

Other than that got to drive once again big ole trucks… yay! Also managed to stay awake during lunchtime which is a surprise.

Evidently being back to work today was fun and then just to top my day off I was watching the video footage from my big sisters wedding round my mums this evening of this daft bint in a dress…. Dear god.

Just need to sleep for England now without any weird wacky dreams…..